I feel like I don't have anyone to tell my inner secrets to because all they do is tell me "It's okay you will be fine soon" "It's okay there's nothing wrong with that!!" "It's okay everyone has their own weird sides" when deep inside them they're judging me as hell.

So at the end of the day I just keep all these inside of me and be hopeful that one day it will all go away and everything will be fine eventually.

Perhaps I am weird. Perhaps I am different from people my age. But what can I do?