Happy birthday bn!

School has officially started yesterday. Everything feels really familiar and strange all at one time. I don't really feel like a year 2 yet, probably still trying to adapt to everything. And I cannot really differentiate the year 1s from us...like meh they all look mature and dress appropriately also. Whereas I feel I'm the one who's dressing so lupsup-ly to school everyday, meh meh meh.

Waking up early and squeezing with the train crowds haven't been very nice and I absolutely detest going to school in this weather. It's damn hot and hot and hot like I no longer have another word to describe it. Just HOT.

This academic year seems more interesting than the previous one. And time is gonna pass by so fast I'm sure I won't even know what I did and the next holiday is gonna arrive real soon. To be honest I can't wait already but in the mean time let's just motivate myself to work real hard towards my goal :-)

Enough of school and school and school.

Two days ago I woke up pretty early in the morning to go 扫墓 with my family. Nothing much. The usual. Answering the same questions from my uncle each year. It is pretty surprising to know that my maternal grandparents have already passed on for 10 years. Time is merciless, really.

It was a beautiful cloudy and not sunny day. Perfect. I love this artsy photo taken by myself!!!! Panorama effect is probably the thing I love most about my phone ♥

Had dimsum lunch at a restaurant at CCK Stadium. The food was not bad and I spent quality time with my family! I love having meals with my family especially when I've been out of the house so much for the past week and haven't been spending much time with them.

Took a short nap when I returned home and before I knew it I was out again to celebrate my dear bn's birthday!

The day was filled with problems and obstacles :( We intended to celebrate it at Omakase Burger (yeah my work place) but we were afraid it'd be too crowded and inconvenient so we switched to Ssikkek Korean BBQ at Novena instead.

Von and I arrived early coz we went to prepare the balloon and stuff beforehand. We walked a long way to Ssikkek to realise it moved to another location...walked to the new location to realise it was still under renovation. We started to panic because bn and the rest already arrived and were at the same place with us so we gotta hide!!

Thankfully we found another Korean restaurant nearby and we settled dinner there in the end! Thankfully the surprise succeeded and the birthday gal was happy!! :-)

With the bday gal x1

With the bday gal x2

Piggies + Jieshi the big bad wolf! Hahaha

Gals Power

Lousy shot but wtv k lol

Hey there kitttttyyyyyy

It was a well spent day and I'm glad we still make the effort to celebrate everyone's birthday together! Growing up isn't easy, growing up keeps us busy, growing up makes things seem a lot clearer and complicated but what is simple and easy to comprehend is the friendship among us. A toast to our everlasting friendship! ♥

Last but not the least, (today is actually her birthday) Happy birthday to my dear bn!! <3 I hope you had fun the other day and have even more fun today! Felt loved the other day and feel even more loved today! I hope life gives you the best things that you deserve and may all the blessings be with you <3 Happy 18th!

FOP Day 1

I feel like I should blog more. But every time I come to this page, type a few words, I backspace everything and leave instead. I don't know why...

I used to be a home person. Someone who likes to stay home a lot. And just by doing nothing for the whole day keeps me really happy. I used to never understand people who cannot stay at home and find it a must to go out every single day.

But nowadays, I can't stay home and do nothing. I feel so restless and boring staying at home because there really isn't anything I can do!! Even on the internet...after checking all the social platforms then deh I got nothing to do anymore. So I'll probably go to sleep coz there are always no food at home for me to munch on. Sleeping too much isn't great because it makes me more lethargic....

So I'd rather be going to work nowadays. Work brings so much joy despite the weariness at the end of the day. I love work!!

I digressed.

I went for FOP today as a game master. It was insane because we had to report at 7.30am. I woke up at 6.15am and managed to reach in time...I'm such a cool kid.

It was kind of boring. I didn't get to talk to the juniors. My job was to just explain the game and watch them play over and over again under the frigging damn hot sun.

I got to see the DTRM Year 1s though. And they all look ok? Haha I don't know what else I could use to describe them. At least I didn't see anyone being too weird enough to be mentioned here lol.

In the morning I had to carry a piece of paper that says "THIS WAY TO SCHOOL OF BUSINESS" at the MRT Station and it was kind of stupid because people kept looking at me as if I'm stupid or what. I'm grateful that I wasn't alone though.

Many juniors actually came forward to ask for directions and I just kept repeating the same words lah... After a while I got so tired I added three words onto my paper. "DOWN THE ESCALATOR". More people understood me and didn't come forward to ask but there was a guy who came to ask which escalator to go down... There was only ONE escalator around....

I shall not be too mean coz people are scared on their first days right? Ok apologies.

Day 2 of FOP should be boring as well but today I retweeted something I felt was super true. "But once you decide on something, commit 110%. So i will!"

So I will!

Blog again soon, seeyaaaaaaaaaaall

I love you

Why are we not living in a world where saying I love you was easy and frequent.

These three words help to keep people alive.

Imagine going through a tough day. Nobody cared about how terrible you were feeling. Your boss expects the best despite you having a bad day. The train breaks down when you're going to be late. No empty tables during lunch hour. Walk on the streets and see how perfect other people's days are. At last, you reach home. Someone tells you "I love you". And all that toughness, all that sorrows and all that loneliness. They are going to be all worthwhile.

猜不透

 
如果忽远忽近的洒脱 是你要的自由  那我宁愿回到一个人生活  如果忽冷忽热的温柔 是你的借口  那我宁愿对你从没认真过 
到底这感觉谁对谁错  我已不想追究  越是在乎的人越是猜不透

April

Literally what I think about every time I'm on a public transport.

It's a brand new month all over again.

Time is so not merciful on us. It passes by especially fast when we're not paying attention to it. So at the end of the day, it leaves you thinking, what have I done. Sometimes I fall asleep thinking what have I done, what should I have done and why did time even exist.

"With the simplest things come the most complex joy. With every window closed opens another new door. Embrace a new life everyday. Forget the past, throw away the future. The present is now." Happy April guys!!