It's Hari Raya Haji today and guess what? I'm not working yay! Promised to help my sister pack her room today so I took a day off work despite the 1.5x pay. But nothing is more worth quality time spent with family so I'm happy!
Her room is really a disastrous place to be in and honestly I don't know how she managed to survive living in there for the past few years hahaha. Basically she has SO MANY THINGS she didn't know where to even begin packing.
Oh yes, she's packing her room because she'll be moving to her fiance's house after their wedding in November so yep. I will be moving over to her room after her BTO is ready for collection and I am damn excited!
I'm sure everyone dreams of having their own room? Maybe not those who already have it since young but for me, someone who once shared a room with two people, then one person and now finally getting my own space, it sure is exciting as hell!! Being able to fully control where you want to place your stuff and how you want it decorated is beyond happiness.
But despite all these, on top of all these positive things, there are the negatives too. The negatives that I feel so much stronger now.
Seeing my sister's room turn from a crime scene to a clean, neat, tidy and almost empty room gradually made me really sad though it was pleasing to my eye.
One day she's not gonna be in the house anymore and that really upsets me. I've always enjoyed her presence and nothing makes me happier than always crashing her room at night to talk about nonsense and watching shows we love.
I will miss her crazy laughter, her stupid jokes, her witty comments and her listening to my whinings that I cannot tell other people about. I will miss spazzing with her over our favourite show - 阿还. I will miss having someone that I can force to listen to the songs I love or videos I find absolutely funny that no one else will be bothered to entertain.
I will miss reminiscing childhood memories with her and digging up old jokes to laugh about. I will miss seeing her work for her art and craft projects. I will miss her asking me solutions for the stupidest problems in the world. And I will miss all your stupid dance moves and crazy childishness.
There are endless things to the list I will miss about you in this house - the one and only house in our lives.
Thank you for being my sister and bringing much joy and love to my life! I won't be preparing a speech for your wedding but maybe this will be it. A little sudden and abrupt coz I wrote it out in a hurry.
I hope we will always be this close despite you staying so far away next time.
P/S tho I am always complaining about helping you do stuff I still always willingly do them anyway. I know you love me for that! :-)
