Time woes

My mom's not working today. So it's just me and her at home. But I'm going to leave the house at 3pm for work. I feel so bad every time I leave my mom alone at home.

My mom likes to say she's better off alone at home and prefers us all out but who is she even kidding, I know deep inside her she loves our company. And since both my sisters are busy with work and school, I feel I have the obligation to accompany her. Be it to listen to her rants about work or updates about MH370 or other world news. I cringe thinking she'll have to spend the afternoon alone at home waiting for my dad to come home. I cringe even more thinking they'll have to go for dinner themselves. Woes of an overly attached daughter.

I have never wanted myself to be so dedicated to my part time job but they are really in need of manpower now. So it is just irresponsible for me to not help when I have the time to spare. But really, I want to spend my time in areas I want to. I don't even want to think about the money as a form of motivation. It's my time being wasted on things I don't like and I don't like this feeling.

For all who're wondering, I'm very busy with my part time job because Omakase Burger is now at iLight Marina Bay and the crowd every night is overwhelming. It is definitely tiring but I have no reasons not to work. I can't wait for this week to end so I can spend more time at home with myself or my family. Time I will enjoy spending.

Results were out this morning while I was still sleeping soundly. Heard my phone buzzed and took a tiny peep at it and heaved a sigh of relief. My semester gpa sure dropped but thankfully I maintained my cumulative gpa. I told myself I need to do better in my last semester. I hope I do.

Feeling a little more emotional today than normal days. I hope it rains later in the afternoon. Bye for now.