I guess the saying "when you hit the pit bottom you can only find yourself moving up" is really true because just 2 days ago I was literally at my lowest point. I was so sad and angry (with people and myself) that I went to bed at 9:30pm, simply because I was just so pissed and tired of dealing with ANYTHING.
But today was a really good day even though lessons started at 8am. MICE tutorial is probably the most interesting tutorial for me. I feel like we're there to really learn something instead of "retrieving knowledge for exams". And you don't really have to go through typical lesson routines like listening to the teacher talk for a full hour or copying down notes. What we do is really just sharing our answers and opinions and listening to other people's answers too! Time always passes really fast during these 2 hours so I'm really happy ☺
Ah yes, something bad happened after the tutorial though. I was called to stay back with a few other people who were also from DTRM Chapters. I remember being super happy when I was selected to be in Chapters because it's the only CCA I would be involved in. But what was disappointing is I always don't receive notifications for meetings and stuff. I just feel super forgotten and neglected when such things happen (it's not even the first time).
And when Mrs Seet was talking to us about the attendance issue, I felt myself tense up while explaining WHY I didn't turn up for a lot of meetings. And it's not even because I don't want to but because I don't even know these meetings existed. But all in all, hopefully things get settled soon. ~let's get back to our mood alright~
After rehearsing through my PP presentation with Josephine and Hui Ting we went off to meet Fiona and Stephanie at Somerset 313 and we settled down for lunch at Sushi Express!! It was my first time there and I kind of really enjoyed myself. It's been a really really long time since we last went out together and we talked so much throughout the meal! We laughed quite a lot too and to be honest, I haven't felt like I was THIS happy in so long ☺
Walked around H&M, Scape and Cineleisure with them after our meal and I returned home at about 3.30pm to avoid the peak period crowd! On the train I received an incredibly good piece of news which is not appropriate to be shared on a public platform so....just know that it made my day SO much. Words can't explain how happy I was. Squealing about it to my bff made the train ride feel SUPER FAST.
And even though it was raining so heavily in the late afternoon (I hate rainy days), I still felt really happy! And it's been seriously SO LONG since I was THIS happy and since I laughed THIS much. I hope the happiness stays on for a while, at least for tomorrow coz my presentation's tomorrow. FINGERS CROSSED coz it's the first presentation for the sem! I'M READY, BRING IT ON PP ~~~
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| you would only be happy if you focus on the happy things |
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