Chinese New Year 2013

Sorry for the long hiatus. Between this period, I was really trying my best to finish up all the projects and dealing with presentations! But right now I'm really so glad to say that I've finished all my projects and am only left with 2 written papers to endure through before I welcome my 6 weeks worth of holiday!

Many people are still returning to school today or meeting up with project mates to complete their projects but I'm pleased to say I completed everything before CNY! I guess it was a right choice for my teachers to want to finish rushing everything. And even though I'm really supposed to be studying for PACC right now, I really can't be bothered :S

My CNY was a boring and short one. Basically because, ever since my grandmother passed away, the CNY mood no longer lingers anymore. And then came the 2 consecutive deaths of my uncles and now my other uncle is also sick...which really dampens the mood a lot. So I only went house visiting on the first day and I practically just stayed home after that.

Not much to talk about for my cny...hopefully all my readers have got a greater cny than me, received lotsa angbaos and please cherish your family, even your relatives and more importantly your grandparents while you still can!!

Bought this plant/flower-like thingy which is supposed to bring good luck to the family and I truly hope so!!!

Lou hei!!!

My family with 5th uncle and his wife having reunion dinner!!

Tohsisters!!

Cuzzie and I!

My last minute done up pinky nails by myself!!!!! Heheheh 

Another cuzzie and I!

Hope y'all have a great day ahead and start preparing gifts for your loved ones ya coz it's VDAY tomorrow! X

Honesty

I really really wonder why sometimes people just cannot be honest with me.

I'm not a fool, I'm not a 3 year old kid. If you dislike me, I can totally sense it.

So quit lying already. If you're unhappy then just tell me in the face, it's not like I wouldn't face up to the mistakes I've made.

And the point is, if you don't tell me why you're unhappy with me, then you'll forever be unhappy with me. Geddit?

Envy

In a summary of my week, I was busy finishing projects, up to a point where I skipped 1 POA tutorial, 1 Econs tutorial and 1 Econs lecture. I would not further elaborate on that because it's filling me with guilt slowly, meh.

Anyway, the happy thing is I finished my GenEd Presentation and handed up my FOM Report already!!! So now it's really a huge load off my shoulders even though I'd be having 3 presentations next week....but anyway this week has been pretty productive :)

My GenEd group in ALL BLACK LOL

Half of my class having fun after GenEd lesson weeeep~

And my group's FOM report!!! Can't be anymore proud of this!

Anyway,

Yesterday on the way to school while I was waiting for the train at the MRT Station I saw this young couple, young as in teenage young, not those 20s kind of young. So they were walking all the way to the first cabin like what I always do. And then when they stopped, the guy just sort of pulled the girl into his arms.

And I cringed. Cringed not because I was disgusted but I was seriously dying of envy inside me. I bet the guy missed the girl so much, if not he wouldn't have done that in public. And I couldn't resist the temptation of looking at them I bet they thought I was in disgust of that sight but no, I was almost vaporising into air bubbles.

Sometimes, all I ever wish for, is to really, truly meet someone unexpectedly and have him think of me in a way nobody else has ever thought of. It may sound like a simple wish but really, just how many people can have this wish fulfilled? Especially in their teenage years, blergh.


"If you're depressed, it means you're living in the past. If you're anxious, it means you're living in the future. If you're at peace, you are living in the present." ~ Lao Tzu

Can I please get the hell out of my past already?