Envy

In a summary of my week, I was busy finishing projects, up to a point where I skipped 1 POA tutorial, 1 Econs tutorial and 1 Econs lecture. I would not further elaborate on that because it's filling me with guilt slowly, meh.

Anyway, the happy thing is I finished my GenEd Presentation and handed up my FOM Report already!!! So now it's really a huge load off my shoulders even though I'd be having 3 presentations next week....but anyway this week has been pretty productive :)

My GenEd group in ALL BLACK LOL

Half of my class having fun after GenEd lesson weeeep~

And my group's FOM report!!! Can't be anymore proud of this!

Anyway,

Yesterday on the way to school while I was waiting for the train at the MRT Station I saw this young couple, young as in teenage young, not those 20s kind of young. So they were walking all the way to the first cabin like what I always do. And then when they stopped, the guy just sort of pulled the girl into his arms.

And I cringed. Cringed not because I was disgusted but I was seriously dying of envy inside me. I bet the guy missed the girl so much, if not he wouldn't have done that in public. And I couldn't resist the temptation of looking at them I bet they thought I was in disgust of that sight but no, I was almost vaporising into air bubbles.

Sometimes, all I ever wish for, is to really, truly meet someone unexpectedly and have him think of me in a way nobody else has ever thought of. It may sound like a simple wish but really, just how many people can have this wish fulfilled? Especially in their teenage years, blergh.


"If you're depressed, it means you're living in the past. If you're anxious, it means you're living in the future. If you're at peace, you are living in the present." ~ Lao Tzu

Can I please get the hell out of my past already?